Thursday of the Fifth Week - April 10

Genesis 17:3-9 John 8:51-59 

As I read today’s scriptures, there seems to be many mentions of death and God’s enduring covenant of faith passed on from generation to generation. I asked myself, “Where have I experienced this covenant in my life?” It brought to mind my faith experience after the death of my dad. 

After the unexpected death of my dad, I found myself very broken by the grief and loss. I was searching for a way to recover when I signed up for the Christ Renews His Parish retreat. The retreat and formation that followed not only helped heal my broken heart but also deepened my faith. My faith changed from the faith I had been given through my Cradle Catholic upbringing and education to one of my own. It became a relationship with God. My prayers became daily two-way conversations. I came to know God as close, not far away. I realized the scriptures were God’s love letters written just for me. I recognized that I could not do it all on my own, I needed God and my community. 

One beautiful summer morning about 18 months after my dad’s death, I sat outside having my morning cup of coffee. As the warmth of the sun hit my face, I looked up to the bright blue sky and was filled with an overwhelming sense of gratitude. And I spoke these words, “Thank you Daddy. For without your death, I would not have the renewed faith I have today.” 

Today’s Psalms tells us, “Look to the Lord in his Strength; seek to serve him constantly. Recall the wondrous deeds he has wrought.” Even in the hardest, most painful times of our lives, God’s covenant (His unwavering unconditional love) guides us, strengthens us and shows us mercy, and is full of hope! 

Q: When has my faith been affected by loss or sadness? In what ways?

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